Dreamy clouds drifting amidst the bright cerulean sky..
Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 2:06 AM
Took a stroll in the dead of the night at punggol park awhile back.. the placid atmosphere then resembled an emo sanctuary.. perfect. The humming of crickets resonated throughout the park as the moon cast its lonely image upon the calm lake. I sat at the edge of the shore as i gazed into the wavering reflection of the moon, shifting unsteadily back and forth.. almost like a hypnotist's pendulum. Yet my eyes continued to focus intently, as if willing to be drawn into the lunar spectrum..
Ripples distorted the alluring image into flickers of its wavy self.. diverting my attention instead to the banks below the lakeside restaurant 'Bliss'. Just thinking of the word itself caused my mind to swirl with visions of a romantic night in the park. A candlelit dinner situated by the rim overlooking the lake, having a good time whilst savouring steak & red wine. A walk in the park thereafter, hand in hand with the moonlight guiding our path. Settling in a cosy yet picturesque spot, i ask for eyes to be closed, and don around her neck my token of affection. A kiss on the cheek, and a night of passion ensues..
*Slap*
Unfortunately, reality sets in to stop me from fantasizing further, as i snap out of my utopia to smack a bloody mozzie that had taken advantage of my daze. However, i was soon caught back into the spell of fancy flicker moonie as i began to ponder about not-so-emo matters.
Thoughts, memories and dreams raced through my head, each trying to overtake the other. What i had been, what i am, and what i aspire to be.. When will i finally accomplish the goals i had been so eagerly bent on from when i first started. When will i start bucking up my chinese, when will my health stop being the bane of my life, when will my biz start to reap results, when will i be able to summon enough courage.. to tell her.
Live true to your feelings and regret nothing..